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Moments #4

May 17, 2012

We walked back from the market, he carrying the tote full of herbs and cheese and ice cream, me pulling off bits of baguette – one for him, one for me. I realized that I had dreamed of this moment for much of my life, and it didn’t matter that we weren’t in Paris.


There was fire, and screaming, and fear and wind. I opened my eyes from the nightmare and he was waiting for me with open arms.


All at once, I realized that after over a year of traveling the world, they would be home in just a few days. I imagined I might break her bones with the force of my hug, and in thinking of all the things we would say and do, I stayed awake all night.


It was 4:00 a.m., and the four of us were huddled around a table of dominoes, laughing and sipping on cocktails that I had shaken. We had no idea that the night had come and gone.

I sat at the table outside, listening to someone discussing illicit drugs, and someone else talking about the seasonality of watermelon. Someone said, “Crystal, make me another cocktail,” and I laughed and headed to the kitchen.


He was showing me the new tomato plants, the peppers, the last of the carrots, still covered with soil. I bent down and picked up a snail as it shriveled back into its shell, feeling like I had found gold.


He said, “You’re excellent at helping other people be their best selves. What if you had someone to help you? Who would you be?” I am still reeling.


The song came on, and he asked me to dance. In pajamas and slippers, with my head on his shoulder, I was in heaven.


I hope you’re all having a wonderful week.

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7 Discussion to this post
  1. Aimee says:

    Such a great collection of moments! As I read several of these, I got chills because they were so lovely.

  2. Nicole says:

    These are lovely, Crystal! They’re so well-written that I feel I can perfectly picture you doing all of these things (and I’m secretly wishing it was me doing it all).

  3. Crumlee says:

    Very mindful of you. Have you ever been exposed to mindfulness?

  4. flavia says:

    this very well be another book. beautiful, crystal.

  5. Crystal says:

    Thank you, everyone! It’s so nice to stop for a minute and be grateful for the little things. :)

  6. Liz says:

    This may well be one of the best blog posts I’ve ever read! Very precious moments.

  7. Andy says:

    I am swooning! These posts are better than any romance novel.

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